hello people, I was not doing updates on this blog because I was getting the official blog ready! and now I’m finally done!
so, let me introduce you to www.kalengirl.com , the new home of this blog. I will keep updating this one for one more month until you all know where to find me 
Last Sunday, my last 5 paxil pills ended in the toilet… and with that action I started a new journey, which I want to call ” Paxil Free, The Withdraws effect”
the past is always there to hunt you, doesn’t matter what you do.
A year ago, I was kick out from my parents house due to a rebellious act. I remembered that day having a migraine and calling my parents to pick me up at work because I was feeling really bad. My work at the time was locate a 1 hour by car from my parents house; 2 hours by bus…
They picked my up and drove back home… at the way home, they were talking about my life, and that I should reconsider going back to the USA and finish my college. I was making a bad decision by staying in Panama. they also comment about my behavior and if I didn’t want to go back to USA I should then call the director and let him know about it.
At the moment I’m taking 5 mg every two days, and next Sunday is the final day; I’m suppose to stop taking Paxil next Sunday.
After 3 month I’m finally at the end of this journey, and I must say, it was not easy. There were times I wanted to go back to the beginning due to the side effects. But the support of my boyfriend have been a great help. I manage to stick to the plan and I kept lowering the dose and now, I’m just one week away from being free!
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My boyfriend and I have been together for almost 6 month, but or first fight was a couple of weeks ago and it was Paxil related. you can read about it in a earlier post. We were waiting for that fight since the beginning of the relationship… ha ha ha. it was a little thing that was going to make us believe the relationship was for real; at least that was he said… he was always wondering why we didn’t have a fight or something like. but I don’t think you need to have a fight everytime, I mean, do you have a fight at the beginning of the relationship, like the first few weeks? do you know how long it’s going to take you to have the first fight? no…. it depends on the people involve in the relationship.
My boyfriend and I are very good friends and we always have fun when we are together. I think is very important to have a strong friendship first, at least for me it is what makes a good relationship to work out in the long way.
I don’t like to be fighting and I try my best not to put myself in a fighting situation, but when you spend a lot of time with someone, you can’t help to have a fight ones in a while right?
You learn a lot form the one person, after a fight, and you should learn not to do again that thing that started the fight… or at least you know what to do in the next fight.
